taking sides with solitude

i'm taking sides with solitude and measuring the magnitude of your last words
are my eyes deceiving me or is that you deceiving someone just like me?
inciting conversation with your hands and making new demands
as long as i'm around i'll defend your actions just like someone not familiar with your world
falling for your energy
time apart is the enemy for me, but probably not for you
seeking affirmation in your eyes, i've fallen for the worst disguise i've ever seen
but not the worst from you
and your tongue's still blue that always bothered me
if you're leaving christmas day then why can't i just stay for a little while
but humor me and tell me that you cared, and that the times we shared weren't all a waste of time
im dialing you so please pick up this time
i just want to say good night for good